Only Broken

When will I ever be happy?
When will I ever be worthy?
When I ever be able to trust?
When will I ever be able to feel again?
These are the question I ask myself.
 I search for the answer everyday.
But I can never find it.
It picks at me, this feeling.
Not knowing if I''ll be fixed.
It's late now and I'm still searching.
I've searched every nool and cranny.
But these answers are too well hid.
Or maybe,
Maybe they were never there.
Maybe I was not destined to be fixed.
Only broken.